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07:15pm 30/05/2004
  this has been the weirdest week ever and i officially suck at life.

denny and i arent talkin anymore. im completely my fault, but it still sucks.

talk to jeff for the first time since he was home for spring break. the reasons he gave me for blocking me on aim and not returning my calls were he didnt want go get too attached before i went to italy, i wasnt happy with him, he didnt want to be bothered with me during finals (i love that one) and he was getting back together with hillary. but they arent getting back together and he still likes me. it was hilarious at the time. i promise.

i got another speeding ticket. mom freaked out. it was decided that i was allowed to drive to and from work only.

i went to the beach but that was fun, so it has no place in this entry.

i decided not to go to prom because cost too much money. instead i worked 50 hours this week, including sat. night. it woulda been worth it for italy. but it turns out im not going.

me and pete went to what was supposed to be ron's after-prom party. was pretty lame as few people came. or came real real late. i was tired and feeelin weird because of denny and not bein too social. pete left. with my phone in his car. so at 7 am i had to track down his number so i could get it back. around 11 miah took me to ikea to get it and it turned out an hour before my mom had called, freaked out that i wasnt picking up, called stephanie (i said i was at her house) and foudn out that i had lied.
and this is why i suck so horribly at life. i cant believe how much i hurt my mom and how not worth it smoking was. i think that if i had just lied and just drank it wouldnt be as bad to her... still not real good but thats the one thing that freaks her out so much.
so i probably wont be leaving the house til im 35.

now i feel so lame for not going to prom. it was gonna be too mcuh money. now i have all this money and time that i wasted working and nothing to do with it since i wont be going to europe.		  
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so moral of the story is that romance is a waste of time   
11:01pm 03/05/2004
  Denny's being an ass. but i guess thats not really suprising. and all of a sudden he wants to tell me about how its important to go to school and i shouldnt skip.
..what the fuck?

oh and i met this pretty girl at youth pride day in dc last weekend. she invited me to the little after-party dealy at nation with her friends. it was a lot of fun... she called me the next day, made me smile.
so, we went to the drive-in movies saturday night. and it was fun in that shes a cool girl and cool to hang out with, but it was so NOT a date. the only time we touched at all was that kiss on the cheek when i took her home. it just... seemed like i was out with a friend and thats it.
not sure thats really going anywhere... ah well. im too scared of girls anyway

so weekend after this one, i need to break this dry streak. we'll drink to asshole boys and having no money and still not telling my mom about that speeding ticket and fucking ap tests and school bein a bitch and did i mention asshole boys?
yeah, six drinks will get me tipsy, yes?

i need to get a prom dress. and a date. for real.

oh, and did i say tipsy? i meant dead. maybe we need to narrow it down a bit.

ps- anonymous comments piss me off.		  
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07:13pm 29/03/2004
 
mood: bitter
music: Eamon- fuck it (I don't want you back)
i need to find: date for prom, money for college, someone to go to italy with me this summer and a ride up to detroit so i can slash jeff's tires

any help?

just kidding about the last one. sort of.		  
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06:46pm 24/02/2004
 
mood: pissed off
so here's my accepted list:
Art Inst. of Chicago
Ringling School of Art and Design (in FL)
CA college of the Arts
UMCP

waiting on Rhode Island.


otherwise, im sick, moms freakin out, i want to go to sleep. ugh.

ronald and kenny gots themselves hired at joe's so, now ill be workin with them :) itll be bueno		  
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10:27pm 18/02/2004
  so life sucks, a whole lot.

having a shitty day, week, month, life.
fuckin school, fuckin friends, fuckin art, fuckin car keys, fuckin work, fuckin swimming, fuckin boy, fuckin girls, fuckin teachers, fuckin cant get to sleep ever, fuck periods, fuckin weather..

tomorrows a much needed mental health day with travis.

this winter, the cure for depression is alcohol. if im ever not busy. anyone care to join me? mix me a girl ass drink with an umbrella.
actually, more likely to include ronald, straight hard liquor, race cars and vomit. but i'd go for an alternative		  
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10:50pm 15/02/2004
  happy valentines day, y'all. hope it was better then mine.
not that it was bad. actually i talked to jeff for over an hour (which never ever happens and it was kinda nice) and it was nice that he actually was aware of valentines day and thought of me.
i also went to the triplets of belleville, which was beautiful, but i didnt like the flat characters. i thought they coulda done that better. even without dialogue, it could been a bit more interesting.
and then we all know who won the swim meet. i was hella tired after not getting much sleep at the dysc meeting. so i swam reeal slow. but i took some nice pictures.

in other recent news, mr shockley, my teacher for AP psych and african american studies got caught foolin with track boy(s). so he is gone.
so i have alderman fucking swain for psych. this is the woman i hated so much last semester when i had her for social issues.
and mr davis for AA studies. i dont know him but i hear hes an asshole.
good times, eh?

otherwise, im really living the high life. workin, schoolin.. uh, yep.
i got in to art inst. of chicago. i guess thats nice. still waiting on moneys and all that from schools. better give me a lot so i can go.

finally got my spring break plans more or less figured out. goin to boston with the youth group for the fist half of it, the goin to detroit to see boy for the second.

the end.		  
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06:27pm 24/01/2004
  so, havin flaky friends is hella lame.
thats my lesson for tonight.

my other lesson is that big fish is a really good movie. you have to be in the mood for it and the plot between the stories gets kinda old real fast but eh. its even better when you see it with a cute girl.
....even if she's straight and you're not really interested.

im other news, my lifes been pretty lame these days. school, college stuff, swimmin, work. which is a whole lot more than i have energy for.
hopefully it will all be worth it in june when i get enough moneys from school(s) and am on my way off to italy with travis. sigh.

i work at generous joes now. not exactly on a set schedule, but i think im pretty much workin tuesday, thursday and sunday nights at least until the swim season's over. so stop by.		  
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when i swim, you swim... just like that   
07:43pm 03/01/2004
  moral of today's swim meet is.... bowie is lame. yep. that was their cheer.

anyway. life's been about par lately. mostly workin on college applications and such. feelin a bit lazy cause i (obviously) did not very much of the suff i had planned for break. but oh well.

jeff's in town. which is nice sometimes and frustrating sometimes. but whateva. hopefully ill see him again before he leaves next weekend.

i got hired at generous joe's in g-belt. not too glamorous but its money. or will be once i start work which is.. i have no idea when.
ive become newly inspired to work since my mom basically said she'd go half-and-half with me on my trip to italy. which, obviously, means i have to come up with hella less money.

otherwise, im just waiting for winter to be over. even though the weather's been nice recently, winter is fucking lame. too bad it just started a few weeks ago. but, hopefully i'll get through it and have the best summer of my life.
plus im hopin to visit Jeff in Detroit in the spring.


ps- who is chance301? im too lazy to respond in the comment bit of my livejournal. please tell me its not kenny savercool.		  
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2,000 miles later   
09:19pm 27/11/2003
  me an miah's trip to nyc, chicago and detroit went well. got lost a few times, but nothing major. one speeding citation (no moneys, but he's required to show up in juvie court in middle of nowhere ohio. which means he doesnt really have to at all)

cooper union was pretty cool, i s'pose. this trip made me like nyc a lot more than i did. angela showed me, miah and pali around. we got good reviews. saw some pretty amazing work. seems like a nice school, but its a bit small for my taste, its losing money, which sounds a bit sketchy.
i may or may not apply. you have to do extra homework for it. so i think ill wait til someone else applies and see what kind of homework it is. see if its worth it.

then we went to pratt's portfolio day. it was lame. we talked to pratt's people and they didnt say much interesting, artwise. the woman talking to me said id get in anywhere i apply and that she thinks ill end up in chicago. that was kinda interesting.

twelve hours and an aforementioned speeding citaion later, we arrived in Chicago. it was past 1am their time, so we stayed with Dave. then the next day we drove into the loop and hung out with asma. she showed us around, it started raining and got hella cold. then we went out to dinner and got mad at the sexist waiter and went to see Elephant. sooo not worth the ten blocks of pouring rain.

next day we went to asma's class. which wasnt too exciting because it was a working day. so me an miah went to get food. then i got reviewed. real nice. portfolio accepted and recomendation for meri scholarship. robins gonna hate me.
im real excited. i wanna go there real bad. they have all kinds of crazy cool classes. its like a university for art kids. for real. then we got an official tour. and we were headed toward wisconsin.

yes, thats right. wisconsin is NOT on the way to Detroit. so we turned around. gotta love how miah reads directions. but then if im reading directions he cant read the road signs.

one blizzard and no accidents later, we arrived in DETROIT ROCK CITY. not all that hot. except the boy we were staying with. jeff show us around a bit. him and miah talked forEVER about cars. went and got food. more cars. met his roommate (transportation design major. hes reeeeall good actually) more cars.
its all good though. jeff was being real sweet.
the next morning miah went to tour the school and get his portfolio reviewed while i was too apathic and lazy and hung out with jeff for a few hours.

and then we were home.		  
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many moons... much drama   
05:44pm 01/11/2003
  more things couldnt have happened since i last updated this mess. yep, that's a lie, but a lot has happened.

Ren Fest has come and gone, and i am much changed.. and much richer. being around stephanie so much has made me think about my sexuality a lot more than i ever really had (all we did all day when we werent busy was look at cute girls walking by). we got to be good buddies.. i came over to watch movies one night (kissing jessica stein, part of tank girl and... catch me if you can). we came swimming with me one morning before school and then i missed several periods cause we went an got breakfast and stuff, i went to see a few films for Reel Affrimations (gay/lesbian film fest.) aaaand last saturday was a costume party at her house. but ill get to that later.

school started. its been fairly good artwork-wise. ive been pretty happy. first quarter was real good. i stayed on top of everything, stayed busy.. now its kinda winding down. eh. thats what the weather does to me (except today's weather, which was beautiful.

with me school came jeff school. so, he's off in detroit. i spent a lot of time missing him and we talk(ed) online fairly often. hes been real nice. i was planning on goin up to visit him. with miah, so miah can look at ccs, and we coudl also go to chicago cause i might want to go to school there.
its been kinda confusing. since over the summer it was a vague not-dating more-or-less exclusive deal, but when he left, we never really addressed what it would be. soo. i dunno. and at some point i thought he was seeing someone else. which.. on its own would've been fine, except this was riight after the first time i talked to him when he was like come visit yay. turned out i was being dumb. but me being jealous then makes things complicated because it implies that we are(were) at some point supposed to be exclusive. why complicated? read on.

at school ive been hanging out with travis a lot. he really is a cool guy and we're both on swim team together but most of all, its nice cause i can relate the most with him about sexuality stuff. between him and stephanie and everything else, ive been surrounding myself with a lot of gay culture lately.. and i was vaguely thinking that i may be gay and no just bi because that would explain why i almost always lost interest in guys i dated before they did and why i didnt enjoy sex very much. trvis thinks i'm(wants me to be) gay.
except that jeff contradicts all that. so what the hell? jeffs so different from anyone else ive been with but, nooot really in good ways? it makes it work, but.. like, we're not close AT ALL.. i JUST found out what his major was. he just kinda seems apathetic to me much of the time... which is why i hadnt(havent?) lost interest in him.

so back to stephanie's party last saturday. let me point out that stephanie and all of her roomates are gay.. and so, most people there were as well, just to set the scene or whatnot. so, i got pretty drunk. hooked up with this girl who was many many years older than me.. not sure exactly how far that went, as i kept drinking.. but clothes stayed on, so not too far. then i was sick and it was bad.. and embarrassing. but, anyway, this is the first time id ever kissed a girl of my own accord.


several minutes ago i talked to jeff online. its been a while.. since before this party. i asked if i shoudl still be planning to come up there to see him. turns out he's coming home for the holidays (we were planning on going right before thanksgiving.) i was thinking id figure out whether i wanted to go see him later on, but now it seems its not up to me.
soo, what the hell. everythings hella confusing.
hella.

but its all good. ill update again in a few months or somethin.		  
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bargalmphasdlkjshfalkdjhglk   
08:25pm 20/08/2003
  i have two days before work/school starts, so i'm enjoying myself by having nothing to do, as many things require car and by being sick.
i'm not really sure what's wrong with me, but ive had a really nasty headache and sore throat for the last few days, though its gotten a lot worse today. its that they regular coughy sort of sore throat, so im not sure where it came from. sigh.

i wanna go to the beach so bad, will anyone take me?		  
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11:23pm 04/08/2003
  went to the beach with pete today. was nice. it was supposed to be thundering an stuff but it was mostly just sunny, with at few clouds at first.
water was so nice and warm, especially compare to san francisco beach. i learned how to swim the butterfly. i feel really silly, im sure, but vague get the concept now.
these preteen girls had big crushes on pete. oh geez.

its nice hanging out with pete cause he's cool and nice and attractive and all that, but i really dont care for anything romantic with him. its just casual and chill. very nice.

then we drive an hour and a half to the frisbee game in virginia. was a good game. was fun. i missed frisbee. stupid oakland :)
we won. so now we need to win another play-offs game to be in the finals. another game on thursday.

on the way home i listened to country. how i missed that.

i got harry potter on CD and italian tapes. i want to go to europe so bad. so bad. i'm remembering a lot of italian. like, i dont remember knowing this much. i find that i can think of the words for just about every common sentance (in my mind i try to think of how i would say the same things in italian in conversations that have long enough pauses that allow me to do so). the grammars completely off and im sure im saying it all wrong, but it would vaguely get the point accross.
that makes me happy a lot.

im tired.
tomorrow is a day for work, i say. i have grand plans for my day in.
g'night		  
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10:19pm 02/08/2003
  back from oakland.
was good.
lots of good things. so many to recount here. too lazy.

learned lots, met lots.
got a $2,500 scholarship for my freshman year. its not much considering tuition is $22,000+ but at least its a start. and they approved my portfolio.


forming grand and possibly not-going-to-happen plans:
after graduation going backpacking in italy, making my way through france to spain and portugal for three months before going off to school in the fall.
this requires saving money. need job. will have renn fest but need job after that. need to not spend money. i hope i do it.
i'd like to go alone. but i think that would freak my mom out too much. so im thinking finding one other person. goin solo would be hella nice cause its soo much easier to meet people and have cool adventures when its more about where you are and the experience than.. the group you're with.
i've got lots of time to figure it out.
it will be good. if it happens.		  
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06:36pm 05/06/2003
  jeremiah and i made a bet today about SAT scores. if he matches or beats mine, i get a ice cream cake. if not, i will get him one (and when annie heard about the bet she said she'd buy him one as well)

he has to get an 1460 or higher.

i cant wait to eat that ice cream cake.		  
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09:31pm 31/05/2003
  went and played with mike and mark and brian. i like that brian kid. hilly is right. its more fun when its not just mike and mark. i want to meet jimmy, too.
we ran around random places and went to one of the pools that brian is supervisor for and played cards. stuff like that.

i wanna talk to mike and figure it whats up with darlene. like, i dont know if this is just me being silly, but i can never really tell if she's acknowledging i'm there. and that makes me feel all kinds of ackward. i feel ackward around her anyway.
and like, when i met her a year ago it was weird cause i really liked mark and he really like her and so that made sense. but now i really dont care and i think its really just her that makes me feel ackward and not the silly love triangley situation.
meh. its whatever really. i just feel bad cause it would be nice to like her. and its not like i have anything against her.

tomorrow is church... and cleaning the house. and then tom and pete's graduation party. im not sure how much fun that will be but if its lame i can always use the excuse that i have homework or whatever cause i do have school the next day.

also, i had my first almost accident today. i went around a bend and there was a car stopped but i hadnt noticed at first because there were parked cars on either side of the road. anyway, i slammed on the brakes just in time to stop two inches from the car. it was really scary.		  
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10:06pm 30/05/2003
  today was the best day of my life.

because it was sunny and warm for the first day in forever. i could ride with the sun in my face and the wind in my hair and the pretty music and the gugi annie to my left for ever and ever and i would never tire of it.
greenbelt is my friend, as always. it was pretty gross though, too. cause me an annie played frisbee in the volleyball court cause there were baseball things goin on on the fields, but when they were done we went on the fields but i forgot that greenbelt is one big swamp. i remembered this just as it was too late to back out of the cartwheel i was doing.
it was gross and stinky.

before that i was silly in the sun with robin and miah and stuff. painting class was one big hormone today. all we did was make fun of each other.. mostly of jerimiah. :) i like those kids. a lot.
and i've decided that lanita (sp?) is a cutie and i like her.
next friday we're hoping to go to the beach, if its sunny. i hope annies allowed to go. if not, maybe we'll just go to the pool or something.


so.. on a less happy-go-lucky note.. eric and i are no longer together.
this is mainly (completely?) my fault, as i am a bum. and cheated on him with mark. it may also have a bit (a lot?) to do with the million bajillion (eighty) miles between us and eric's complete lack of time to visit/be visited.

moral of the story is.. i dont know. there is no moral.


oh and this lady is staying at my house for i think three days. i didnt know this until i came home today and she was here.		  
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09:35pm 02/05/2003
  today was fan-bloody-tastic. actually.. i guess it wasnt thaaat exciting but it was still good

around 9:30 we left school to go see X2. ronald gave us a ride to the metro and there were a bajillion of us and he had the civic. so robin and i had to sit in the truck (its a hatchback) but thankfully the metro's just down the street.
then we (me robin and travis) convinced ben to come with us instead of the other group (ronald, kenny and florence).. we took the metro to Wheaton. this somehow involved ben climbing on top of one of the booths were you wait with the benches..

we got food. i got a watch (its already a little broken) and then we went to see Xmen. it was very good. i enjoyed it very much. moviehoppped over to lizzie maguire (it was quite conveniently in the theater right next to the one for xmen and it was on the way out.
but then robin and travis left cause they needed to get back to school in time for 410 buses. i sure hope they made it.
me and ben stayed to watch the lizzie movie. it was ALL KINDS of bad. i mean... like WHOA. i've seen my fair share of bad movies, but.. uuugh. it was a bajillion times worse than any mary kate and ashley movie. but. it was fun anyway. at least we didnt pay for it :)
theeeeenn we got on the metro (ben and i raced down the super scarily long escalator and i though either i would fall down or my legs would fall off.)

i went to greenbelt and found the bus that goes to annies house :) then we wandered around with her dad aaand then we went to new deal.. and i didnt stay for very much of the open mic, even though the music was muchos good, because it started an hour late and i am tired (and have SATs tomorrow. Blah.)

the thing i like least about movies: they always make me miss eric a lot.

but, i think i get to see him on the 11th. :) yay.

and i get my liscence in 5 days. im excited. a whole lot.		  
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officially in love with greenbelt   
07:33pm 28/04/2003
  oh man oh man. i am so jealous (in a wonderfully happy way) that annie is living there now :)
im gonna go visit every day. EVERY day.
so many pretty parks and playgrounds and fields and and..
oh its so nice

it definetly helped that today had the best weather ever :)

today couldnt be better.		  
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Thailand   
04:31pm 27/04/2003
  This is mostly for Arti, because I'm not sure who else cares/will read this who hasnt heard all about my trip already, which was, by the way, fantastic.

Friday April 11
Mom and I arrived at Bangkok. it was really late at night so we let ourselves get ripped off by the taxis driver and then spent twenty minutes trying to find the real reception desk of the hotel so we could get into our room.

Saturday April 12
We went for a walk and ate breakfast at one of the random little selling food stands they have all around. which actually isnt just a good idea because you have no idea how long the food has been sitting there and how much bacteria that we arent used to is in the food. but we didnt get sick so its okay.
then we went to the "flower market" which was really pretty.. but then we unwittingly crossed the canal and walked through the fish/meat market. whooa man. it was kind of interesting though, if stinky. there were tubs with water and live eels and sea turles and other sea creatures i dont remember.
then we went to the national museum were we learned about thai history (in the wonderfully air conditioned building) and looked at cool stuff and architecture. i liked it a lot
then, after getting lost on the way back to the hotel, we met with the tour group which consisted of:
"Mr Tee" - the tour leader, who is Chinese/Thai
Chris and Carly- two girl from melbourne in their late twenties
Melanie- high school teacher (probably mid thirties) from Sydney.. reeeally nice. probably my favorite person on the tour
Garry- 36 year old from New Zealand
Severen- Germany girl in her late twenties
Molly- 20. from new jersey but goes to UMD and it currently studying abroad in Melbourne
Mike- guy in his early twenties from Melbourne.
"Bex"- woman in her early thirties from England
also there was Karen, a 24 year old from Texas who join the group the next day.

Sunday April 13
me, my mom and Karen went on a tour with mr Tee of the Wat Pho, Grand Palace and a canal boat tour near Bangkok. it was really interesting, not to mention beautiful.
then we got soaked walking through the streets because this was the first day of celebrating the Thai New Year, on which for good luck they put water on you and a mixture of talc powder and water on your face.
then we hopped on the overnight train to some town i dont remember the name of

Monday April 14
we took a bus and then a "taxi" (taxis in south Thailand are just pick-up trucks with benchs in the back) where we were staying near Khaook National Park. the room my mom and i were stayin in was a tree house. it was a really nice place though lots of pretty plants and there was a stream where we went swimming
that evening we went to see a bajillion monkeys.. they came right up to us and we could feed them. it was very exciting and we all got very picture-happy. then we had a pretty candlelit dinner outside for the whole group.

Tuesday April 15
we took a truck to a boat (it was a really pretty and long boat ride through.. a lake maybe? it must've beena huge lake then and there were a gajillion random little islands) then we ate and swan and started on our 4 hour walk through the jungle :) it was fantastic. i reeeally liked the walk. so many pretty things to see and :) num num
then we went though this cave. it was scary and dark and there were a bajillion bats and parts of it were pretty dangerous (how many forms would we have to sign to do that in the USA????)
then a shorter walk back, and the same boat trip back

Wednesday April 16
we took the truck to the chicken bus to the ferry to a van to Koh Samui. This is the first of the two islands we visited. we stayed at a nice resort. we had nice rooms (even though there was no air conditioning) and there was good food and a pretty nice beach (although the sand was obviously trucked in)
that night me molly and karen went out to the town. we ate dinner and went shopping for gifts and such. it was fun..
we saw a "lady-boy", which is what they call transvestites. he (she?) asked us if we wanted to take a picture (i assume he wanted us to pay him to take a picture with him) and when we said no and started to walk away he flashed us. it was a pretty weird experience. im not sure it was a good one

Thursday April 17
this was a super lazy day. i ate, lay out on the beach, ate some more, got a pedicure (why? i dont know.. cause im a sily girl), read, ate and went to sleep. it was fantastic

Friday April 18
travel day to Koh Tao (koh means island, tao means turtle. but i dont think it looks liek a turle.)
there was more beach here but it was knee deep unless you go out reeeeally far. and there was lots of reef so it was really hard to get far out. i cut my foot when i was trying to swim over it. no fun

Saturday April 19
reading, sunning and eating. then i went scuba diving, which was rather exciting. i wish i could go night diving but ah well. it was good. if i end up going to school in florida i'll probably end up getting my open water liscence thing.

Snday April 20
another lazy day of sunning reading and then snorkling. not a very eventful easter except that we all (except my mom.. she didnt want to) went out for dinner together.

Monday April 21
I went to get a massage at the place we'd eaten dinner the night before.. it was nice. traditional Thai massages are kind of rough.. they make you do weird stretches most people arent used to. but this wasnt like that. it was very relaxing :) i wish i remembered more of what it was like. i did try what i do remember on eric and he said it felt good, so hopefully that was right.
the we left for bangkok..

Tuesday April 22
after not sleeping at all ont the overnight train, my mom and i got a room for the day and went to see. after our nap, we walked around bamglamphoo (the part of bangkok we were in) then went to chinatown and the world trade center to do lots of shopping. it was fun because between buying stuff we were walking around and observing the daily life, as they say.
it was a good day. it was nice to end the trip on a good note with my mother.
that night we went to the airport and proceeded to spend 6 and the another 13 hours on a plane, arriving home Wednesday afternoon


for a few pictures from the trip (taken in Bangkok and Khao Sok) go here: photos.yahoo.com/gorgon45		  
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10:06pm 06/04/2003
 
mood: crappy
i miss eric... annie's really busy all the time she'll says shes not but then she always is.. my friend robin has been kinda mean to me lately she always has been jokingly, but now thats the only way she acts toward me... i miss some of my friends i used to hang out with but they're always too busy or just dont bother to call or include me (even if he promised the night before that he would)... school seems pointless i dont really have anything im enjoying, not even in my art classes.. its supposed to be really cold tomorrow... my mom's been acting weird... chemistry's frustrating me.. i have three quizzes/tests to fail tomorrow		  
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